Rain/Shine

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Sunny days, honey 

They don't come often no more.

I'll open up the window

The sunshine feels so sore.

I wonder if it's just me.

I wonder if it's just me.

Flowers won't grow.

Skin just burns, 

blisters around my soul.

Everything just hurts.

Shine just don't shine for me.

But I savor it.

The shine wants to be free.

And I don't blame it.

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It's hard to sit here with the ghosts

I see their faces in puffs of smoke.

The ones I loved, ones I needed most.

The mountains become the slopes.

Quote me, so you won't have to picture it.

A life without your soul in it.

Bittersweet as licorice,

Or the taste of this liquor, shit.

I'll always tell you I'm straight.
I'll always be sorry for being late.
Coming home with the rain pouring,
day boring, but my emotion roaring.
Individual fears, coupled anxiety
I ain't got no more fight left in me.
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Drowning in my sorrow
with that face on my screen.
I can make it to tomorrow
but I won't be clean.
My love ain't enough
you were ready to go
even if you went off the Earth
I wish I didn't know.
Temporary fixations
exhilarating sensations
What gave us life
is now just rotation.
I just wanted my equal
you waited for the sequel.
Communication is vain.
Every sentiment is lame.
Trying to find meaning in pain,
just hits me a million times
just like the rain.
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